Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Reflection

     Today my friends children decided they wanted to open a lemonade stand with all proceeds going to Alex's Lemonade Stand. For those of you who do no know her remarkable story, please log onto http://www.alexslemonade.org/ . I just do not feel qualified to tell her beautiful story.

In the daily grind of our lives there should always be time to pause and remember just how lucky we really are. Sometimes the universe in all its glory talks to us in different ways. It can leave suttle hints or hit us so hard we can barely get up.

For me, today it was the big hearts of children. I walked around the corner today which I will admit I cannot remember the last time I did that. I seen friends I have not spoken to in awhile. I just wanted to give to the cause that for a brief moment made me smile. I have learned the hard way recently to hold on to those precious moments.

Although Alex is gone, her legacy remains in the smiles, hopes and dreams come true for billions because of her heart.

            I just wanted to say, " Thank you ".

Friday, May 13, 2011

Education Never Stops

We live in a world full of different races and religions. Separated by continents. We all have thoughts, feelings and patriotism for our countries. Does this separation really make us different? I learn a lot everyday from you. I have tweeted with people all over this world. Some nice, some opinionated and some malicious. Who is right and who is wrong? Although we live in different nations most of us have one common bond. We are human.

Recent events drove me to write this. Osama Bin Laden was killed by US Navy Seals. I am a very open minded person but not on one subject, “Terrorism“. On 9/11/2001 I woke up to the noise of my whole family in my living room. I went down stairs to see what was going on to find out that a plane hit the Twin Towers. Then the news quickly flashed on the Pentagon saying another plane had hit that too. In disbelief of what was going on I could not take my eyes from the TV. As I was watching still, I noticed another plane that looked too close to the buildings and said something to my family. They stopped talking and watched. Another plane had hit the twin towers. You could see firefighters and police running in the buildings as people were running out. Time seemed to slow down. My eyes glued to the TV, they showed the buildings crumble down, one by one. Human beings running for their lives. My house was silent. The next image was just dust. Later, they reported a plane went down in Pennsylvania.

This happened because some psychopath decided they did not like everyone in the US. He thought we all should die. Do you think he was right? Thousands of human beings died that day. They woke up that morning, told their families they would see them later and went to work. Does that sound familiar? They were not armed. Had no agenda further than their job. These human beings never returned home. Would you feel differently if Al-Qaeda did this to your country, your people?

I have listened to a lot of opinions. I myself have mixed feelings about him not being brought in alive. I was surprised at all the malicious, uneducated comments saying , “We deserved what we got“, “We did it to ourselves“. Make no mistake, we are not alone in fighting terrorism. They have been plaguing other countries all over the world killing innocent human beings. Are the people of the United States lives any less than yours? What makes your country so much better? Do not say your Legal system, as we all have issues. Do not say your politics, as that is the first complaint of every country in this world. Do not say your people, as we all have a few rotten fruit. The only thing separating us are invisible lines. That does not make you a better person or more human.

I never thought myself better than anyone. I am a middle class person just trying to get by in this world like everyone else. I care about people. I do not want to see anyone hurt regardless of race, religion or continent. I love animals. I do not want to see them hurt either. I just want you to know that 9/11/2001 has changed me forever. When I hear a plane, I do not stop watching where it is going. When I board one, I look at every single passenger. I cant help wonder if they are a terrorist. Sad, but I am not alone. I wonder everyday when they will attack us again. Where they will attack us again. I do not want to die. I do not want my family, friends or people to die. No human being deserves that.

I learn everyday from all of you. I hope you learned something from me. I respect opinions but not malicious or arrogant comments. I do believe in Karma, “What goes around does come back around”. Education Never Stops.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Patience

I have learned alot in the past few months. So I want to share some of my experiences with you. I am a bit of a hot head. I thought after taking care of my mom years ago before I moved that I learned some patience. That did not happen. I also sound like a truck driver with my mouth when I get mad.

I have told you in previous blogs that I have moved back to Philly from Chicago. When I got in town my dad who was my moms caregiver had a Hemorrhagic Stroke. I had to move in with them to take care of them and their house. Running back and forth to Dr's and hospitals. It really is a wake up call for anyone and more stress than you can imagine.

I have been fighting with Dr's, Nurses, and family the whole time. Trying to get some help from anyone. I cannot even tell you the language I have used. You would really be appaled at me. I have been tired and run down. Sick very bad twice. I have not been sick like that in years.

I did it to myself. Call it self infliction. One of those things that appall me about others. I finally sat down and looked at the whole picture. I was driving my husband nuts. Being mean to my parents. I was killing myself. That is not acceptable.

Instead of just speaking my thoughts which I must say that I am very good at that. I have since took another road. Thinking before I speak. I also am now taking some time for myself so I am not so irritable. I have always preached think before you speak and practiced it until I came back home.  I took a step back again to make sure I am true to myself.

I will fight the world to protect my parents. Even from within. I know how hard it is to put yourself in a situation where you have no choice but to take care of your loved ones. They took care of us once. I think it is our duty to do so. Just think before you act. Take the smart road. Patience is the hardest virtue to learn but we all have it in us. Remember to take a step away to look at the whole situation. You will be surprised at what you can see.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Shooting the ****

I know its has been a while since I blogged. So much has happened. Right now I am the caregiver for two of my parents. It is very draining. Most nights I do not sleep because my dad is wondering around our house and I am afraid he will get himself in trouble. We are working very hard with doctors to rectify his sleeping habits. I got into a brawl with one of my sisters for not helping with my parents. I told both my sisters they need to step up to the plate because I am at my end now.

Still looking for a job in between the madness. I went on an interview where I was told that I am over qualified. Just made me laugh. Yes, through all I still have a sense of humor. I decided life is too short to keep worrying about it all. The guys with white coats might take me away if I do. Hmmm.... Maybe a well needed vacation. Yet on the news here everyday. We are told the economy and jobs are great again. I guess some people get sucked into the bull. Again I just giggle.

Tired of hearing about all the celebrity wows. Boo Hoo. Lindsey Lohan.....really not much more she can do to herself. So who is it this year that is going to cheat on there spouse? Bets anyone? Lets not forget about the million dollar weddings this year. I know that is important. Prince William and Kate. I like them both but that ring she is wearing is doomed. Just saying!!!

Well, I hope 2011 is a much better year than 2010 was for everyone. Hope is necessary to survive. I still believe and wish everyone the best.